Friday, September 28, 2012

Phone Call

Dear Dad,

It has been awhile since I have written. Lately, I have been needing some peace and comfort. I know you know that. A couple of weeks ago, you called me in my dream. I got to hear your voice. For the first time in years... I got to hear you. You sounded so jovial, at peace, supportive, and loving. It was just what I needed. It was a nice surprise. Sometimes I miss you so much. I have to believe that you are my guardian angel, watching over me day and night. Life is so unpredictable at times. I also know you know this. I miss you. It is my deepest prayer that you continue to find ways into my life to show me things that I need to see. You may not be here on Earth to guide me, but I have to believe that you have a better seat in the house where you are now. I know you always wanted the best for me... to love and to be loved. To go far, to see places and do things... to live the life I imagined. But, most of all-- to be have joy and peace. Your phone call brought me both of those things. Thank you, Dad. You know my heart, and I pray that you continue to speak to it because I still need you, Dad. We used to always end our letters with, "If I don't see you here on Earth, I will see you in Heaven." So, there you go. ILY, Dad.

Luv,
Little Little